starting over.

So after a long and painful weekend sean and I decided that if we were going to continue on in this marriage we needed to put the past behind us and look towards only the future. So even though its not going to be easy we are making a fresh start. With love and faith in each other I believe whole heartedly that we can make this work and be insanely happy together forever. And suprisingly having sean's best friend come and live with us is turning out to be a help to our marriage rather then a strain on it which everyone warned me it could be. He is quickly becoming one of my closest friends and someone that I can vent to and be myself around and thats a nice thing to have. Its also nice to have the extra help around the house and with savannah especially when sean is on duty every three nights. So now that the drama is over and done with I am going to start using my blog as a daily reflection. Whats happened that day, random thoughts and feelings I get, funny events or people I saw that day.. you get the idea. Anyways, I am happy to have the bad days behind me at least for now and I am looking forward to a bright future ahead with a man that loves and adores me. :)