I have a good life. A husband that loves me, a daughter that looks up to me, a friend that is there when I need him. So why am I not as happy as I feel like I should be?
Sean and I are good together I think. Im not really... UNhappy. I just sometimes get... bored.. I guess. Sean's job makes him so tired that he is no fun at all when he gets home. He just sits there on the couch and falls asleep. Sometimes he will make it through an entire show with me... mostly not though. We never really do anything. We used to before jon moved in. We would stay up late playing cards and laughing and having fun. We would take showers together, we would bond.... now he is just an empty shell of the man I fell in love with.. its killing me. I cant say anything becuase its not his fault. Its his job... I just wish that I had known this was how it was going to be. Because I honestly feel like I have lost my best friend. We dont really get along as well as we used to because I am just not as happy as I used to be. And he is just not the same person I used to know... its really upsetting. I dont know what to do anymore. :( And I cant talk to him about it or argue about anything because ever since jon moved in I am a prisoner in my own home. I am so depressed. I feel... stuck.
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